Seriously, who knew! I
promised myself that the next relationship I got into I was
playing for keeps, boy am I ever!!! I have only known my fiancée
just short of three months. I proposed to him, ring and all. and
we are getting married May 10th 2003 this year.
It feels as though I have
known him my whole life. He completes me, makes me feel whole. The
emptiness has been fulfilled. He’s amazing, not your typical
guy, He’s awesome, warm, caring, sensitive, loving.
He fills the void deep
within, captivating my heart and soul. He brings out the best in
me, even though I am still an emotional basketcase. He makes me
smile inside and out. I am happy! This experience has been a good
start and I am now ready to plant my roots, retire my packsacks
and settle down. I proposed to him and I have no regrets, this
feels so right. I put him to the test, two weeks of hell I know,
but I had to prove to myself that this time around, this
relationship was based on more than just sex, or lust. I have to
learn to keep my attitude in check, to relax and go with the flow,
to enjoy this feeling, he loves me unconditionally, and I feel the
same.
It’s funny how your
whole life can change with one simple kiss.
All I ever wanted was to
find true love, and I have, and better yet I’m actually getting
married. It’s funny how things work out. These feelings all new
to me shock my system, My head, heart, and hormones are in sync
and I feel incredible. I am confident that the future will be
bright and our life together wonderful.
My Grandmother was right
when she said to me not to give up on love, on life, that I will
know when he’s the one, I will feel it. I have! He believes in
me, encourages me to follow my dreams, my ambitions that I thought
faded have resurfaced once again, and I am inspired. I still have
these feelings deep within that I have put on ignore for the past
few years, trying to rehash what was once there. The little girl
in me has resurfaced and I feel calm, anxious and loved. Ready to
face the future, ready to now deal with whatever is thrown at me.
The world is my playground. Anticipating our wedding day, I love
him so much, trying to settle in our new place, I am so tired, but
this is a beginning to a wonderful fairytale, and I had to kiss a
lot of toads to find my prince. Chance brought us together and
there’s no place I would rather be, his smile captivates me and
I have no worries. Things happened a little fast, but I know in my
heart that this is worth it. My smile says it all, We share a
common ground yet at the same time we are total opposites.
Communication is the key
to any relationship along with honesty, together they are the
perfect remedy to connect soul to soul.
